wat is d meaning of life?

is it d few sweet moments spent with someone,which felt like a lifetime?

or is it d lifetime spent with someone,who you know,cannot be yours in this life?

or is it the times spent with true friends...peers...colony frenz...or jsu bout any damn fren,with whom u have a good time?

well,i gather it aint any of this.
for me,life is trying to find meaning out of the meaningless..

making people happy is what defines your existence...makin an optimist laugh,is no big deal...try 2 bring a smile on the pessimist...or the one who is not blessed with the ability to think happy thoughts...and yes,i mean it..not blessed with that ability..i know such people...and believe me...seeing a smile on their faces is much more gratifying... :)

so,is that all? making ppl smile..laugh...dat's easy...crack some jokes,u'd say...but dat aint d kind m talkin bout...it shoiuld be your acts,efforts..not your words dat bring d smile..try it once.. :)

and apart from that aspect...there are many things....

for starters,do your job with full faith and conviction....gives a gr8 sense of achievement...

and as someone told me,sometime bac...if you want to giv,giv whole-heartedly..or else,dont.

and what do we do about the people that are a bit "woo=ho" in d head?....leave em alone...de'll shout...scream...settle down,and come riht back to you. if they don't,don't worry...they must'v gotten something better,that they deserved.

old frenz....d relationships dat,as one o my frenz puts it,"slip" from our hands...d feeling dat u get when one such "slipped" relation comes back...is undescribable...n da's y i cald it a feeling..it's a mixture of happiness,with remorse for the past,alongwith a tinge of questionz surrounding the reason why it slipped...some you know...some you come to know over the course of time... :)
(Ref>Mr.Shah..if n wen u read dis,u'll kno..)

and then there are those friends in your own field...yet not in touch with you....u never miss them...neither do they...u just enjoy meeting them after many months...years even...and then updating each other on d misd period...wat happend in ur life in d period u dint meet....and it is at such times,that u shhould remember what u told dat friend....and how the things you missed out on,were unimportant to you....and remember not 2 think too much about them in the future,if they recur....

well,i m thinkin too much,n writin too much....time my head gets a li'l rest...




NjoY LYF!! :D

FeeL LiKe a FOOL.

NjoY LyF!! :D

as lyf goes on, u realise that along the way,u hav left many traces of your existence in the lives of others...and also your own...

traces...some you wish to proudly announce to the world as being your own...and some...u hide away from...

alng the way,u keep lifting some burdens too...and the more you lift,the more are the possibilities of your back becoming stronger...with each burden,increases your strength...and the ability to face heavier loads down the line.....

as they say,the man lifting the heavier cross,is the one who will ultimately be able to use it in his last moments, to cross over to the "other" side....

well,here's hoping my cross is the heaviest...cuz i aint afraid o d weight...jus worried whether my detesters will be able to protect their eyes from the brighness my fire will create.....:)

NjoY LyF!!!! :D

Death....brings out the wierdest of feelings....especially if the one lost is a Near and Dear one.....


We try 2 behave as normally as possible....decide not to cry....control the urges inside us...but then tiz better 2 cry it out,as someone has rightly said,than pent-up feelings inside yourself....


And then,as life goes on,u think it's gonna b ok....
but the memory.....all the good times...trials...tribulationz....do come back....


and lyf goez on...............................

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Dedicated to the Dear Memory of a Lost Dear One...

For Attu...

U LiVe on in OuR HearTs...

God Bless Her SouL....

and another chapter begins.....


well,lyf goes in a curious manner,from highs to lows...to depressions...to climbs.....

and believe me-d NSE and BSE fluctuations are NOTHING compared 2 wat lyf has in d offing....

well,and this new obssession is....queer....dunno wat's causin it....dunno wat i shud do....tho i hav been abandoned in d pursuit of help by a dear friend....nopes....d friend has becum a sage.....:O

and then there were times.......ah....and there will be....but wat bout d current situation in hand? well,i gues i will jus take d lead as things keep growing...and dont stop at anything....:D

but i mean,every morning n evening's a bit too much of meeting anyone....but who's gonna tell d dude,dat too much of anything's BaD!!! well,help urself dude.....i hope u don make me regret later.....

and well,gymnasium pains don seem 2 b easin out 2 soon....hopefully by next session they'll b better....:D

and well,lyf goes on......

hav a gr8 day!!!

njoy lyf!!!! :)

well,when you start thinkin,new insights into previously unthought ways of thinkin come to you...i know dat dint make much snese,but i gues it got across d emotion...:D

well,i gues some ppl really,jus act as if they are pessimists...they really aren't,and like,draw some sorta energy by acting all negative n down...as if they are d lost souls....d wretched onez...d onez god 4got 2 bless types,and in reality,when alone,they are pretty happy.....gud 2 temselves....but still pull this cloak over their heads,when in public....wierdos,to say d least....:O

don understand em,will not in d future,and don wana.... :P

me happy as i am... :)

and well,when ppl see money,do they become selfish or wat!!! amazin thingz this money makes ppl do.....dat's y i intend 2 earn a LOT...!!! ;)

n wen dat happens,m gonna spend a LOT...!!! hehehe...:D


well,and then the small things in life like convocations and stuf...make u feel so good....when u see d stamp on d degree certificate sayin - "first class with distinction".....aaahhh!!!

d feeling's inexplicable....:D

and well,the other things in life r amazin....goin bac 2 gymmin is a gr8 way 2 destress.....everyone should have one or the other workout....either gym...or sport...or simply a brisk walk every morning....it makes u so fresh!!!!


and well,joinin a GuD gym,has its own perks....d gr8 babes,4 example.... ;)

ah man!!! dis babe over there....no,.....actually,a lady over there....who was workin out next 2 me,is SO AMAZIN!!!!

i mean - WOW!!!! :D :D :D :D

and well,now adjusting my timings 2 her times is eSSeNTiaL... ;)


and also d instructors....well.......hmmmmmmm............

ok. enuf of stupidity..... :D

newys,dats it 4 today...

njoy!!1

n LuV LYF!!! :D

the question is - why?

why do some people live off others...as in beg,or borrow....even steal sumtimz?
a total bummer 4 me,cuz i cant imagine me doin s'thin like dat.....like-dont u hav a backbone o s'thin? stand up....work hard.......n even after dat if u don get d money n all dat u want n need,try 2 work out ways 2 cover everythin in d means u can earn.....why be a parasite? complete vagueness...

and well,why are some people just so charismatic , so magnetic,dat others jus follow them......without a word.....no arguements....simply follow d leader types.....


why do we do what we do? i mean,is there a written script for our lives sumwer? or do we just direct our lives as per our whims and fancies...? or is there a director sittin sumwer up der...n if he is there,why is my country stil goin 2 d dogz?

wait a minute,where did dat come from? :O well,it came...n went....;)

n well,they say it takes a great amount of luck and destinity-manipulation 2 take d human birth....v r lucky....then why do some ppl waste dat gift....? cant they just be appreciative? why do they waste their bodies and souls searching for some unknown pleasure.....or jus wastin their mental resources thinking up something negative? some ppl r damn pessimistic in their views....take an ex-friend of mine....i mean,how can u always b cribbing? how can u always be sad? or how can u feel bad,when ur friend succeeds in an exam,n think - "ur career's all set....i don even know what i'll be doin in ma future..."....???? i mean,i wudda been happy to know u got a gr8 career,no matter if my own was in d dumps....i wud join in ur happiness.....but well...dat's d past....
speakin o which....MaN,some ppl r losers.....why do u need 2 read my blog,when YOU broke ties with me? i mean,really , what d fuck were u doin here? n y don u get a lyf o ur own?
i am not committed 2 u any longer.....don giv a shit of wat happens 2 u....n don giv a rat's ass wat ur friends think.....so piss off....


well....that felt better....:D

and well,now with certain "ventures" and "agreements" comin 2 a closure,as far as my job is concerned,i gues it's party time!!!!! yippeeeeee.....:D

but wait....got exams.....so study time..... :-

man,m i damn confused or wat...? :D

ah,i gues party now,study later wil b d call for d day....


NJOY LYF!!! u only get 1........:)

ah...d miracles of life....

ever imagine how great it would be if every1 got everything they wanted?

NOPES!! it wud b a chaos!!!! :O

but seriously,though i thank god for giving me so much,at the same time i pray that somewhere,someone who does not have what i have,should not be deprived of it....i mean,life is an equation,and when u get something,it is surely taken away 4m someone....or so said a famous writer once....whose name i don seem to recall at this point of time....;)

but well,take life as it comes....njoy it 2 d max,n success will be yours....


ah man,i think some o ma friendz added somethin 2 ma coke last night,n MAN,was i in d clouds o wat!!! :O fullon dizzy.....those assholez r gonna get it tonight,real hard,back 4m me,but well,that is the superficial part of it....to be true,i enjoyed it....d dizziness.....blank feeling...felt good.....first time i experienced it artificially...normally it is my thoughts that give me that state of mind and body.....:)


but well,nonetheless,look out-nalla,push n dunsten.....u gonna get it real hard tonight...:X

hehehe....as it is i was lukin 4 a reason 2 bash u guyz,n u gave it to me....:P


n well,lukin forward to what each day brings to you,is very refreshing....new things...activities...movies.... programz...

well.....life couldn't get better ppl.....but somehow,somewhere,this fear of the future,what is expected from me....anxiety,as to whether i will be able to fulfill them....how will i do it....will i be able to accomplish all i dream for...? what ifs n whys......life goes on.....you keep working....you get bored...falter from workin at times.....and then again some inspiration gives the power to outperform yourself.....ah...life goes on......


well,that's all for today.....

NJOY LYF!!! :D

takin life a-day-at-a-time is d way 2 do it....

der r so many thingz happenin wit you,that u jus cant c d big picture......too many incidents....new ppl...new thingz 2 do....new friendships....njoyin new xperiences....lyf never stops giving to you....

ah...man....got a new honda city for me,n does it rock,or wat!!!!

amazin feel....exhileratin xperiences...leaves u breathless.....:D


n well,as luck wud hav it,wwent 2 r village,Nimgaon on d day v bought d car itself,and d main Pujari was present there....v bein d "gaawche patil"...were given special privilege of gettin d biggest garland on d "murti".....n well,it was SO big,dat v cud only put it across d whole car,mirror to mirror!!!! :)

den haven't yet got time 2 drive...but soon...very soon....:D

n man,after reading some stuf written by my fellow bloggerz,i am 2 glad 2 hav lost contact with them.....it's lik a total metaphor....they are so negative!!!!

ENJOY LIFE......cuz u get only 1....cheerz....:D

lyf....as amazin as it ever gets........

but do you ever wonder at timeZ?

get completely numb in the head....aren't able 2 think straight....4get straight...jus unable 2 think....straight...crooked....slanting...anythin..... :o

lyf throws all these volleys at you.....people look at your life n think - "dude's lucky man..."...only u know what it means 2 b you.....and how much it demands.....asks for....takes from you....gives you...and all that shit....;)

and the way you think changes with every passing day....the way you look at things....
the feelings you have today may change in an instant....and you wont even realise that it's all different now!!!! and then there are always the expectations from you....they never stop....do they? :o

ah....1st it's 10th std...then 12th....then C.A entrance...inter....final.....when do you live? or is this what is called living on one's own terms...? as in first term...second term....second year....third year...and it goes on.....:D

but well,gotta admit,the momentary reliefs in the forma many different celebrationz...holidays...freak outz.....are all worth this shitloada work man....n with the work too,come some pleasant surprises...sweet nothingz....that jus make u feel good....good bout urself...the people around you....the way people think bout you....jus generally lyf.....

n that's y i say - NJOY!!!

n yeah - LUV LYF!!!! :)

life comes a full circle....

u enjoy some stuff...get excited about some,work for some...get some.....ah....life's full of some stuf or the other....:D

some people u meet leave u baffled,make u think bout what u really are capable of....how much u can achieve....what u already are....what you can be,and should be......

n then some "new" old friends are hangin on.....life's become like a routine with them....feels good to have someone to fall back on....someone who needs you to fall back on....someone dear...some one nice....jus someone.....

n then there are the "temporary" crushes....;)

u get unexpected amount of information about unexpected personas...then u try and make them immortal in your memory...ur mind longs to remember them....n then,as irony has it's way,u have to ignore them...for reasons best known to you,and having far-reaching implications....d temptations make it hard to resist,but well,you gotta do,what you gotta do,right? :)

ah....feels bad 2 break sum1's heart...but if it's gonna prevent further cascading effects,mostly in the negative,why not be clear in the first instance itself.....? that is why i had 2 giv up on you,miss "vaswani"......but however,feels good to know that u r liked....and by such a big majority of the "population" in a given "universe".....


you try to appear indifferent,unabashed...uncaring....and yet,you know at the bottom of your heart that - yes, ilike this person...but at d same time,you also know that your liking or not,and vice versa,doesn't affect anybody,any decisions....anything,at all....and then some more important things come into your perspective....you think of the future,and then all of a sudden,all confusions are gone....it all crystalizes into the perfect decision...no more doubts...you know what you have to do,and how you can,and should....it's difficult,tiring...yes....but it's d only way 2 do it....

so,njoy !!!

n yea - Luv LYF!!!! :D

life rockz ppl.....

n not too soon to react....

njoy lyf!!!! :D

well,life does surprise you in multitudinal ways....

one person who you thought has gone awya,had just gone on a temporary break....nice 2 hav u back,Saya..

n well,der r otherz who just love troublin you...!!!!! (hate u 4 dat,AJ)

n der r times wen u think life couldnt get any better.....n it does!!!

life has taught me never to say never again........ ;)

n d ways in which things just take place....the events...happenings....and all the other stuff....
well,almost all of it.....
sm ppl haav taken me seriously.....n hav been troubling me a lot lately........i don know why....?
but tiz allowed.....AJs mujhko chhedengi nahi,to aur kaun? :D
n well, never say goodbye either, ya know....jus say c u l8r.....dat way u can b sure o meetin d person again n talkin to him.....gettin back with him....n njoyin those profound lost memories......

well,dat's bout it 4 today....

njoy lyf ppl!!!! :)

today is blogging day!!! ;)

nuthin...jus felt like writin once more....n hav nuthin 2 write!!!! :o


so an empty blog....empty ....void of any thoughts,whatsoever.....

njoy lyf!!!! :D

well....life goes on.....making you wonder sometimes...giving you food for thought...food for the stomach..n much more.... ;)

you have so many things to do....work...studies.....tutions....girllfriends.... wishin u cud hav more time at ur disposal......

n then there are those thieves of time.....like my beloved AJ,who prodded me on,to write this....and then there's my coll friends......some school friends who have gona far away...some who still cling on to me....never 2 let go.....n den some old onez jus come outta d blue!!!

you never talked 2 dis dude in school....never when u went 2 meet other friends in their colleges....however,u meet him on 31st...hav a freakin time...n jus connect.....dude....dunno how it happened!!!(u know it...hu m talkin bout...) :D

n there are those crushes whom you just have...that's it. no further way given to them...no second thought...no further thought out of siight......jus 2 hav had it.....n then they are gone....

that's why i say life rolls on......

n i guess some ppl jus 4get you......lie to you.........u don know what u did 2 attract dat...but still they do.....n then try n make amends...but what do they know that once lost...forever gone...:p

n den,i've had 2 much wit u Saya.....u jus keep runnin away,wile i try 2 b wit you....comfort you...support you.....n i dunno y,but i feel u jus hav dis urge to run away 4m both of us.....dunno y? did v go wrong/ r u doin d rite thing????...!!!!

questions....n den v all r lost in them.....
someone rightly said - v r born out of questions,live in questions...answering some...falling down on not bein able 2 answer some...n den conquering some.....those who hav d will and ability to get answers live on forever..............for others like us.............well.........life rolls on......


njoy bloggin ppl!!!

njoy LYF!!!! :p