Dear Sis,
M writing to you for the first time in my life.. Have thought about it many times, but never actually sat down to do it..
I'm writing cuz I miss you..
I miss that first smile of yours that I couldn't see.. And the first steps of a younger sibling that would've filled my heart with pride..
I miss that first fight we would've had.. And that anger I would've felt on thinking mom-dad love you more than me..
I miss that stuff I would've taught you from whatever little I knew.. And the jokes we would've shared that only you n I would've "got"..
I miss the times I would've taken you to school with me.. And the days I would've been your" hero" and "saviour ".. no matter how small the" battle"..
I miss the dadagiri I would've done.. And the shower of unsolicited love that would make you go" awww" n me go "oh shut up you idiot" ;)
I miss the things we would've shared.. N fights for the things we didn't want to share!
To have that someone whom you can tell any and every thing.. And be the listening ear for their "things I can't tell ANYONE else"...
To have a beautiful forehead to kiss.. And to have someone who always looks at me for protection.. Inspiration.. And love...
To be that overprotective brother who'll break the legs of any guy who even looks at you.. And that same brother fighting the world to unite you with the one you truly love...
To have that sister to talk about my whole crazy day.. And listen to her" issues" without making a face (oh come on! THAT is your problem??)
And I miss that meaningless camaraderie that has so deep a meaning, that no one can measure it...
But you know what hurts me the most?
Not getting to see you even once in my life.. Not knowing you ever existed... Going through life feeling alone..
And suddenly one day *finding out*..
That you were still-born.
- Your Lonely Brother (who misses you a LOT)
