the question is - why?

why do some people live off others...as in beg,or borrow....even steal sumtimz?
a total bummer 4 me,cuz i cant imagine me doin s'thin like dat.....like-dont u hav a backbone o s'thin? stand up....work hard.......n even after dat if u don get d money n all dat u want n need,try 2 work out ways 2 cover everythin in d means u can earn.....why be a parasite? complete vagueness...

and well,why are some people just so charismatic , so magnetic,dat others jus follow them......without a word.....no arguements....simply follow d leader types.....


why do we do what we do? i mean,is there a written script for our lives sumwer? or do we just direct our lives as per our whims and fancies...? or is there a director sittin sumwer up der...n if he is there,why is my country stil goin 2 d dogz?

wait a minute,where did dat come from? :O well,it came...n went....;)

n well,they say it takes a great amount of luck and destinity-manipulation 2 take d human birth....v r lucky....then why do some ppl waste dat gift....? cant they just be appreciative? why do they waste their bodies and souls searching for some unknown pleasure.....or jus wastin their mental resources thinking up something negative? some ppl r damn pessimistic in their views....take an ex-friend of mine....i mean,how can u always b cribbing? how can u always be sad? or how can u feel bad,when ur friend succeeds in an exam,n think - "ur career's all set....i don even know what i'll be doin in ma future..."....???? i mean,i wudda been happy to know u got a gr8 career,no matter if my own was in d dumps....i wud join in ur happiness.....but well...dat's d past....
speakin o which....MaN,some ppl r losers.....why do u need 2 read my blog,when YOU broke ties with me? i mean,really , what d fuck were u doin here? n y don u get a lyf o ur own?
i am not committed 2 u any longer.....don giv a shit of wat happens 2 u....n don giv a rat's ass wat ur friends think.....so piss off....


well....that felt better....:D

and well,now with certain "ventures" and "agreements" comin 2 a closure,as far as my job is concerned,i gues it's party time!!!!! yippeeeeee.....:D

but wait....got exams.....so study time..... :-

man,m i damn confused or wat...? :D

ah,i gues party now,study later wil b d call for d day....


NJOY LYF!!! u only get 1........:)

ah...d miracles of life....

ever imagine how great it would be if every1 got everything they wanted?

NOPES!! it wud b a chaos!!!! :O

but seriously,though i thank god for giving me so much,at the same time i pray that somewhere,someone who does not have what i have,should not be deprived of it....i mean,life is an equation,and when u get something,it is surely taken away 4m someone....or so said a famous writer once....whose name i don seem to recall at this point of time....;)

but well,take life as it comes....njoy it 2 d max,n success will be yours....


ah man,i think some o ma friendz added somethin 2 ma coke last night,n MAN,was i in d clouds o wat!!! :O fullon dizzy.....those assholez r gonna get it tonight,real hard,back 4m me,but well,that is the superficial part of it....to be true,i enjoyed it....d dizziness.....blank feeling...felt good.....first time i experienced it artificially...normally it is my thoughts that give me that state of mind and body.....:)


but well,nonetheless,look out-nalla,push n dunsten.....u gonna get it real hard tonight...:X

hehehe....as it is i was lukin 4 a reason 2 bash u guyz,n u gave it to me....:P


n well,lukin forward to what each day brings to you,is very refreshing....new things...activities...movies.... programz...

well.....life couldn't get better ppl.....but somehow,somewhere,this fear of the future,what is expected from me....anxiety,as to whether i will be able to fulfill them....how will i do it....will i be able to accomplish all i dream for...? what ifs n whys......life goes on.....you keep working....you get bored...falter from workin at times.....and then again some inspiration gives the power to outperform yourself.....ah...life goes on......


well,that's all for today.....

NJOY LYF!!! :D

takin life a-day-at-a-time is d way 2 do it....

der r so many thingz happenin wit you,that u jus cant c d big picture......too many incidents....new ppl...new thingz 2 do....new friendships....njoyin new xperiences....lyf never stops giving to you....

ah...man....got a new honda city for me,n does it rock,or wat!!!!

amazin feel....exhileratin xperiences...leaves u breathless.....:D


n well,as luck wud hav it,wwent 2 r village,Nimgaon on d day v bought d car itself,and d main Pujari was present there....v bein d "gaawche patil"...were given special privilege of gettin d biggest garland on d "murti".....n well,it was SO big,dat v cud only put it across d whole car,mirror to mirror!!!! :)

den haven't yet got time 2 drive...but soon...very soon....:D

n man,after reading some stuf written by my fellow bloggerz,i am 2 glad 2 hav lost contact with them.....it's lik a total metaphor....they are so negative!!!!

ENJOY LIFE......cuz u get only 1....cheerz....:D

lyf....as amazin as it ever gets........

but do you ever wonder at timeZ?

get completely numb in the head....aren't able 2 think straight....4get straight...jus unable 2 think....straight...crooked....slanting...anythin..... :o

lyf throws all these volleys at you.....people look at your life n think - "dude's lucky man..."...only u know what it means 2 b you.....and how much it demands.....asks for....takes from you....gives you...and all that shit....;)

and the way you think changes with every passing day....the way you look at things....
the feelings you have today may change in an instant....and you wont even realise that it's all different now!!!! and then there are always the expectations from you....they never stop....do they? :o

ah....1st it's 10th std...then 12th....then C.A entrance...inter....final.....when do you live? or is this what is called living on one's own terms...? as in first term...second term....second year....third year...and it goes on.....:D

but well,gotta admit,the momentary reliefs in the forma many different celebrationz...holidays...freak outz.....are all worth this shitloada work man....n with the work too,come some pleasant surprises...sweet nothingz....that jus make u feel good....good bout urself...the people around you....the way people think bout you....jus generally lyf.....

n that's y i say - NJOY!!!

n yeah - LUV LYF!!!! :)

life comes a full circle....

u enjoy some stuff...get excited about some,work for some...get some.....ah....life's full of some stuf or the other....:D

some people u meet leave u baffled,make u think bout what u really are capable of....how much u can achieve....what u already are....what you can be,and should be......

n then some "new" old friends are hangin on.....life's become like a routine with them....feels good to have someone to fall back on....someone who needs you to fall back on....someone dear...some one nice....jus someone.....

n then there are the "temporary" crushes....;)

u get unexpected amount of information about unexpected personas...then u try and make them immortal in your memory...ur mind longs to remember them....n then,as irony has it's way,u have to ignore them...for reasons best known to you,and having far-reaching implications....d temptations make it hard to resist,but well,you gotta do,what you gotta do,right? :)

ah....feels bad 2 break sum1's heart...but if it's gonna prevent further cascading effects,mostly in the negative,why not be clear in the first instance itself.....? that is why i had 2 giv up on you,miss "vaswani"......but however,feels good to know that u r liked....and by such a big majority of the "population" in a given "universe".....


you try to appear indifferent,unabashed...uncaring....and yet,you know at the bottom of your heart that - yes, ilike this person...but at d same time,you also know that your liking or not,and vice versa,doesn't affect anybody,any decisions....anything,at all....and then some more important things come into your perspective....you think of the future,and then all of a sudden,all confusions are gone....it all crystalizes into the perfect decision...no more doubts...you know what you have to do,and how you can,and should....it's difficult,tiring...yes....but it's d only way 2 do it....

so,njoy !!!

n yea - Luv LYF!!!! :D