alone..... singled out..... solitary...... without friends...... without love..... but with an aim....that looks unachievable..... but proven time and again to be possible..... with old friends..... and new..... sweet stuff..... some bitterness..... living our own lives..... some give some importance...... and others don't..... some act as if they are giving importance..... but to them their own happiness, and self actualisations matter more..... and while this goes on..we think...some don't...others do too much...... but why is everyone moving apart....? do i give less effort to my relations....or is it just that my life's meant to be a roller coaster of movin on wit relations.....? friends.... love.... enemies..... compatriots...... all move on.... and i remain behind..... with the memories, and times 2 cherish...some to forget....others to make my heart weak......and life goes on.....
will this ever end? the aimless feeling...the sense of moving towards a goal that keeps running away from me.....and working towards such a huge and difficult wave.....makin my surf-board wobble precariously..... makin me lose sight of things other than the present....cant think of the future....cuz i dunno who will be there.... for i have become like a tourist vehicle...i meet new people..they take me for long drives...and then, when their time is up, they get out....leaving me to live my own, miserable, lonely life.....
but life goes on............................................................................................................................
Where.. When.. Why.. How.. and What...?
