how do i start today...?
(original post...didnt know the draft was saved...well...gotta increase number o posts dont i? so publishing this one too.... :D )
never felt such a confusing amount of myriad feelings overwhelming me...
why isnt there a fear? why this coolness surrounding my psyche? what is it bout this.....that makes me not worry bout anythin?
yea...tiz logical...everything seems to be done with a certain amount of certainty in me...i just cant explain this today....
there's this fear of being able to bear the responsibility......and then there's also this confidence...that i can do it....i am meant to....and i wont falter.....
nothing is seeming as a deja vu now....everythin a new experience...new emotions...and new ways being learnt...new acquaintances....(yea..cuz i dunno wat to call dis rite now)..and some sort of uncontrollable bond...not meant to be in my control....neither's control here.....
and then there is the happiness of a friend returning... :D
dude.......:D \m/ B-)
i mean....the excitement.....we have bin talkin on messengers for more than 6 months i guess....will he have changed...will his demeanour have twisted..towards more warmth...or will he stil be the same ol cool dude?
what i DO know for sure is, ma best bud's coming back.....and i cant wait to see him! :D
(jus wish cud go for d "welcome-bac-pick-up" to mumbai.. :O )
but as we already "logically" decided...tiz better to meet here, than jago fy unnecessarily, and shit wit ma schedule and him not bein upto it also....most probs....but guess jet lag's not an issue-wasn't last time- with SuperMan.. :P
but am i scared...really? ya kno wat...i aint thinkin...let it be with the heart dis time.....and have faith....and open up....time i got out o d shell...high time....and not for any aira-gaira...soulmates arent easy to come by.....as is envisioned in Many Souls, Many Masters...[yea saw..i remembered d name today.. ;) ]..by Brian Weiss.. :D
m sure this time i aint gonna fall....neither will you.....we'll hold each other tight...and try to squeeze d livin lights outa each other.. ;) :D
NjoY LyF!!! :D
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