i hate routines...i hate doing the same thing, at d same time of day, more than 2 to 3 times...yet, when u r studying, dat is exactly wat u do...u wake up, study...eat, study...sleep, study...walk, study...work-out,study!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am bored of this all!!
give me a job! i wanna work...!!
i wanna meet people!
i wanna pull my colleagues' legs...i wanna make stupid comments on wat my friends say...i wanna make dat client pay more...i wanna finish work faster...more efficiently...i wanna interact wit clients..i wanna work in a place where i am allowed to decide my own deadlines...and where i get some..SOME discipline into my life...cuz right now, all it is, is a mess of deadlines...expectations.. dreams... hopes... aspirations...blah..blah..bleh!
i hate having to give up on opportunities to study further...i hate being stuck doin dis stupid course for wat seems to be my whole life....!!!!!
jus wanna get over wit it now....will work towards it...wil study for the sake of studying...and not for any other objective...not for getting my parents off my back...not for starting earning [which i already am, if my dad and his books of investments in my name are to be believed ;) ]...
have you ever studied for the sake of it?
studied for understanding d topic better....for knowing how some things are done...for viewing the system in a better manner...for getting to know d variables involved in all of the environments in which the subjects you study function...
that is the ideal manner of studying...
i wanna know each subject thoroughly...i wanna be able 2 write d exam in a manner that will make my neighbours in d exam hall go green in d face...i wanna ace it all...i wanna get a gr8 work profile...i wanna get dat MBA in dat perfect university that i keep thinking about...i wanna buy dat SLR camera dat i keep checking on d net, with my own money...i wanna buy dat city car that i have dreamt of forever..d mini cooper...i wanna buy dat ipod i dreamt of....
dreams....how they elude us.....as they keep growing...or changing form...as soon as we think we have got all we ever dreamt of, pop! comes out another craving...another temptation...and another milestone waiting to be achieved...
ah! but wat's lyf without em, eh? :D
NjoY LyF!
