wat is d meaning of life?

is it d few sweet moments spent with someone,which felt like a lifetime?

or is it d lifetime spent with someone,who you know,cannot be yours in this life?

or is it the times spent with true friends...peers...colony frenz...or jsu bout any damn fren,with whom u have a good time?

well,i gather it aint any of this.
for me,life is trying to find meaning out of the meaningless..

making people happy is what defines your existence...makin an optimist laugh,is no big deal...try 2 bring a smile on the pessimist...or the one who is not blessed with the ability to think happy thoughts...and yes,i mean it..not blessed with that ability..i know such people...and believe me...seeing a smile on their faces is much more gratifying... :)

so,is that all? making ppl smile..laugh...dat's easy...crack some jokes,u'd say...but dat aint d kind m talkin bout...it shoiuld be your acts,efforts..not your words dat bring d smile..try it once.. :)

and apart from that aspect...there are many things....

for starters,do your job with full faith and conviction....gives a gr8 sense of achievement...

and as someone told me,sometime bac...if you want to giv,giv whole-heartedly..or else,dont.

and what do we do about the people that are a bit "woo=ho" in d head?....leave em alone...de'll shout...scream...settle down,and come riht back to you. if they don't,don't worry...they must'v gotten something better,that they deserved.

old frenz....d relationships dat,as one o my frenz puts it,"slip" from our hands...d feeling dat u get when one such "slipped" relation comes back...is undescribable...n da's y i cald it a feeling..it's a mixture of happiness,with remorse for the past,alongwith a tinge of questionz surrounding the reason why it slipped...some you know...some you come to know over the course of time... :)
(Ref>Mr.Shah..if n wen u read dis,u'll kno..)

and then there are those friends in your own field...yet not in touch with you....u never miss them...neither do they...u just enjoy meeting them after many months...years even...and then updating each other on d misd period...wat happend in ur life in d period u dint meet....and it is at such times,that u shhould remember what u told dat friend....and how the things you missed out on,were unimportant to you....and remember not 2 think too much about them in the future,if they recur....

well,i m thinkin too much,n writin too much....time my head gets a li'l rest...




NjoY LYF!! :D

FeeL LiKe a FOOL.

NjoY LyF!! :D

as lyf goes on, u realise that along the way,u hav left many traces of your existence in the lives of others...and also your own...

traces...some you wish to proudly announce to the world as being your own...and some...u hide away from...

alng the way,u keep lifting some burdens too...and the more you lift,the more are the possibilities of your back becoming stronger...with each burden,increases your strength...and the ability to face heavier loads down the line.....

as they say,the man lifting the heavier cross,is the one who will ultimately be able to use it in his last moments, to cross over to the "other" side....

well,here's hoping my cross is the heaviest...cuz i aint afraid o d weight...jus worried whether my detesters will be able to protect their eyes from the brighness my fire will create.....:)

NjoY LyF!!!! :D

Death....brings out the wierdest of feelings....especially if the one lost is a Near and Dear one.....


We try 2 behave as normally as possible....decide not to cry....control the urges inside us...but then tiz better 2 cry it out,as someone has rightly said,than pent-up feelings inside yourself....


And then,as life goes on,u think it's gonna b ok....
but the memory.....all the good times...trials...tribulationz....do come back....


and lyf goez on...............................

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Dedicated to the Dear Memory of a Lost Dear One...

For Attu...

U LiVe on in OuR HearTs...

God Bless Her SouL....

and another chapter begins.....


well,lyf goes in a curious manner,from highs to lows...to depressions...to climbs.....

and believe me-d NSE and BSE fluctuations are NOTHING compared 2 wat lyf has in d offing....

well,and this new obssession is....queer....dunno wat's causin it....dunno wat i shud do....tho i hav been abandoned in d pursuit of help by a dear friend....nopes....d friend has becum a sage.....:O

and then there were times.......ah....and there will be....but wat bout d current situation in hand? well,i gues i will jus take d lead as things keep growing...and dont stop at anything....:D

but i mean,every morning n evening's a bit too much of meeting anyone....but who's gonna tell d dude,dat too much of anything's BaD!!! well,help urself dude.....i hope u don make me regret later.....

and well,gymnasium pains don seem 2 b easin out 2 soon....hopefully by next session they'll b better....:D

and well,lyf goes on......

hav a gr8 day!!!

njoy lyf!!!! :)

well,when you start thinkin,new insights into previously unthought ways of thinkin come to you...i know dat dint make much snese,but i gues it got across d emotion...:D

well,i gues some ppl really,jus act as if they are pessimists...they really aren't,and like,draw some sorta energy by acting all negative n down...as if they are d lost souls....d wretched onez...d onez god 4got 2 bless types,and in reality,when alone,they are pretty happy.....gud 2 temselves....but still pull this cloak over their heads,when in public....wierdos,to say d least....:O

don understand em,will not in d future,and don wana.... :P

me happy as i am... :)

and well,when ppl see money,do they become selfish or wat!!! amazin thingz this money makes ppl do.....dat's y i intend 2 earn a LOT...!!! ;)

n wen dat happens,m gonna spend a LOT...!!! hehehe...:D


well,and then the small things in life like convocations and stuf...make u feel so good....when u see d stamp on d degree certificate sayin - "first class with distinction".....aaahhh!!!

d feeling's inexplicable....:D

and well,the other things in life r amazin....goin bac 2 gymmin is a gr8 way 2 destress.....everyone should have one or the other workout....either gym...or sport...or simply a brisk walk every morning....it makes u so fresh!!!!


and well,joinin a GuD gym,has its own perks....d gr8 babes,4 example.... ;)

ah man!!! dis babe over there....no,.....actually,a lady over there....who was workin out next 2 me,is SO AMAZIN!!!!

i mean - WOW!!!! :D :D :D :D

and well,now adjusting my timings 2 her times is eSSeNTiaL... ;)


and also d instructors....well.......hmmmmmmm............

ok. enuf of stupidity..... :D

newys,dats it 4 today...

njoy!!1

n LuV LYF!!! :D

the question is - why?

why do some people live off others...as in beg,or borrow....even steal sumtimz?
a total bummer 4 me,cuz i cant imagine me doin s'thin like dat.....like-dont u hav a backbone o s'thin? stand up....work hard.......n even after dat if u don get d money n all dat u want n need,try 2 work out ways 2 cover everythin in d means u can earn.....why be a parasite? complete vagueness...

and well,why are some people just so charismatic , so magnetic,dat others jus follow them......without a word.....no arguements....simply follow d leader types.....


why do we do what we do? i mean,is there a written script for our lives sumwer? or do we just direct our lives as per our whims and fancies...? or is there a director sittin sumwer up der...n if he is there,why is my country stil goin 2 d dogz?

wait a minute,where did dat come from? :O well,it came...n went....;)

n well,they say it takes a great amount of luck and destinity-manipulation 2 take d human birth....v r lucky....then why do some ppl waste dat gift....? cant they just be appreciative? why do they waste their bodies and souls searching for some unknown pleasure.....or jus wastin their mental resources thinking up something negative? some ppl r damn pessimistic in their views....take an ex-friend of mine....i mean,how can u always b cribbing? how can u always be sad? or how can u feel bad,when ur friend succeeds in an exam,n think - "ur career's all set....i don even know what i'll be doin in ma future..."....???? i mean,i wudda been happy to know u got a gr8 career,no matter if my own was in d dumps....i wud join in ur happiness.....but well...dat's d past....
speakin o which....MaN,some ppl r losers.....why do u need 2 read my blog,when YOU broke ties with me? i mean,really , what d fuck were u doin here? n y don u get a lyf o ur own?
i am not committed 2 u any longer.....don giv a shit of wat happens 2 u....n don giv a rat's ass wat ur friends think.....so piss off....


well....that felt better....:D

and well,now with certain "ventures" and "agreements" comin 2 a closure,as far as my job is concerned,i gues it's party time!!!!! yippeeeeee.....:D

but wait....got exams.....so study time..... :-

man,m i damn confused or wat...? :D

ah,i gues party now,study later wil b d call for d day....


NJOY LYF!!! u only get 1........:)

ah...d miracles of life....

ever imagine how great it would be if every1 got everything they wanted?

NOPES!! it wud b a chaos!!!! :O

but seriously,though i thank god for giving me so much,at the same time i pray that somewhere,someone who does not have what i have,should not be deprived of it....i mean,life is an equation,and when u get something,it is surely taken away 4m someone....or so said a famous writer once....whose name i don seem to recall at this point of time....;)

but well,take life as it comes....njoy it 2 d max,n success will be yours....


ah man,i think some o ma friendz added somethin 2 ma coke last night,n MAN,was i in d clouds o wat!!! :O fullon dizzy.....those assholez r gonna get it tonight,real hard,back 4m me,but well,that is the superficial part of it....to be true,i enjoyed it....d dizziness.....blank feeling...felt good.....first time i experienced it artificially...normally it is my thoughts that give me that state of mind and body.....:)


but well,nonetheless,look out-nalla,push n dunsten.....u gonna get it real hard tonight...:X

hehehe....as it is i was lukin 4 a reason 2 bash u guyz,n u gave it to me....:P


n well,lukin forward to what each day brings to you,is very refreshing....new things...activities...movies.... programz...

well.....life couldn't get better ppl.....but somehow,somewhere,this fear of the future,what is expected from me....anxiety,as to whether i will be able to fulfill them....how will i do it....will i be able to accomplish all i dream for...? what ifs n whys......life goes on.....you keep working....you get bored...falter from workin at times.....and then again some inspiration gives the power to outperform yourself.....ah...life goes on......


well,that's all for today.....

NJOY LYF!!! :D

takin life a-day-at-a-time is d way 2 do it....

der r so many thingz happenin wit you,that u jus cant c d big picture......too many incidents....new ppl...new thingz 2 do....new friendships....njoyin new xperiences....lyf never stops giving to you....

ah...man....got a new honda city for me,n does it rock,or wat!!!!

amazin feel....exhileratin xperiences...leaves u breathless.....:D


n well,as luck wud hav it,wwent 2 r village,Nimgaon on d day v bought d car itself,and d main Pujari was present there....v bein d "gaawche patil"...were given special privilege of gettin d biggest garland on d "murti".....n well,it was SO big,dat v cud only put it across d whole car,mirror to mirror!!!! :)

den haven't yet got time 2 drive...but soon...very soon....:D

n man,after reading some stuf written by my fellow bloggerz,i am 2 glad 2 hav lost contact with them.....it's lik a total metaphor....they are so negative!!!!

ENJOY LIFE......cuz u get only 1....cheerz....:D