the foolish heart


when the heart is thawed...
It tends by love, to not get over-awed..

Even in a true, new love affair...
It starts with a cautious step from the first stair...

What is the worst though...is that it can't truly give...
Pulled back by it's urge to survive...to not lose again the urge to live...

It knows that being over-cautious might bring it to an abrupt end...
But then this time it says, I won't bend...

The biggest and funniest irony though here lies...
There is a search...yearning that one for whom it can bend...in it's eager eyes...!



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UP

ah...what an awesome experience.....


this movie is surely worth a watch....and a ring...and much more jewellery...!! :D


well, the best part was the 3D effects....we all have seen chhota chetan when we were kids...but this one takes the cake....truly shows animation movies coming of age...and of course, technology refining itself to the finest....


seeing this movie brought back memories of my previous "surreal" movie-going experiences....there was chhota chetan of course....then there was the Imax Dome , in Mumbai...

where i have seen the movie made about the Everest...and another really scary one bout the underwater creatures....believe me, d one bout Mt.Everest was really awesome....especially the avalanche scene....ppl actually got up n tried to run...so real was the experience!

sadly, those of you who missed going there, can no longer enjoy the experience because of the concept's apparent failure....but let me tell you, i was really lucky to have experienced that....

plus, for all those of you who never did go there.....they gave off free candy! and popcorn!! and soft drinks!! during the show (haha....no way to find out now, if m tellin d truth..suckers!)


but well, coming back to the basic topic of conversation...

UP is brilliantly made...a different kind of story...
the most lovable character of course, being Russell...the 8 Yr old boy scout...in search of a task to help the elderly to get his last badge..and the last hurdle in becoming a "senior boy scout"..!

the best scene is the one where Russell is being chased by dogs...and it gets very real when one really fierce lookin doberman dog comes almost an inch away from him, jaws open...tryin to snap him into pieces....made my friends jump in their seats... :D


but an awesome film...must watch.....and only in 3d pls....nowhere else will justice be done to it....

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Obsession..


Why is it that life is an unending obsession..?
The soul yearning for that unknown joy..so much,that we turn a blind eye to what we have..?

Why is the meaning of happiness connected to other people..why is it so DependenT!??!!

Had it just been satisfied with the solitary sanctuary..wouldn't it be so much simpler a life..wouldn't it just be so simple!

Empty wishes...fill the horizon..making the present joys,shrink in comparison! :)

simplicity...

the answers to some really complex things come so easily...

keep it simple...

and life rocks!

no gyaan batna today....jus try n follow simplicity...d answer to all complexities... ;)

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imbecile...

who are you to help me....

to see the spirit torn to be free...?

who are you to solve my problems paltry or saturnine...

trying to seem so caring and divine...?

where were you, when i needed abutment...

and all i got was an exiguous resentment...?

only i know what it is to be me...

not from my problems ever i flee...

try as hard as i might to fathom...

lie i do, in the lowest substratum...

for those dreams are just an illusion...

caused by the mirage of a consummated delusion...

answers so meagre...inconsequential...incomplete

means but i find, are barely replete...

and then life goes on...purport less...

as i exist an existence...seem so worthless...

who are you to judge me...

only i can spoof my life...

oh don't you trudge me...

for it has but led me...to yet another strife...!!

:)

insensitive....

have i really become insensitive?

talking with my friends, SM and MA...i realised...i have changed a bit...

become insensitive...or rather should i say, indifferent...

now, is this a good thing...or bad....had a discussion wit UK...she thinks it's a good thing...but to a certain extent...

wat is sensitivity?

taking wat ur close friends say, to heart...?

letting yourself have close friends in the first place...?

doing things for the close friends...?

wanting them to reciprocate...?

turning back, after you say good bye...?

bringing a "gajra" for someone cuz they like it...?

but i somehow like this indifferent me...

i don feel bad if UK cancels a tekdi plan on d last minute...

i am least disturbed when a once-seemingly-close-friend..A.A...stops messaging...even though that messaging might've been restricted to forwards only...

i havent thought once bout d past..d x files..in a good, how-i-wish-i-got-those-days-back way...which is a bit strange..but well...d definition of strange and normal are changing...

i don feel it an obligation to attend family functions anymore...which apparently is bad...but then,who wants those pitiful looks...or those who are feeling happiness inside, showing sympathy outside....

which brings me to a different topic...these two-faced people...i simply can't stand em!

one chichora...who is a kalank on chichoregiri...actually laughed at mine n SM's failure...saying we toh were d "jaan" of gmcs...then how come we failed....

i mean...1.>gmcs and d exam are totally unrelated..

2.>this only shows that you were totally jealous of our masti-ki-capacity, during d sessions...and now that u see us failed, u got something to talk bout....i pity thee, DL...really do...

cant even say chullubhar pani me doob mar...it would be an insult for that molecule of water to be infested with you...

but anyways...i will be good to you....to your face...and be diplomatic....just like all the other two face diplomats running around in the guise of true chichore's....

anyways...

this brings me to the conclusion of this post...

diplomacy....indifference...d new mantra for a happier ME. :)

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failure....

failure teaches you a lot of things...

surprisingly with time and repetitive failure, you become "gende-ki-skin-ka" apparently...

this time i took it pretty well....numb for an hour or so...and then all preparatory....thinking ahead...

and now, i won't write any thing on d blog as to wat is gonna happen....cuz even i think i wont know it till it happens this time....

makes me go poetic... ;)

shame....guilt....ride high...

as yet again i sigh....

curse my bad luck as much i can...

but know i do, things didn't go as per the plan...

no distractions...diversions this time...

only this guilt..making my existence sublime...

said a wise soul...ride too high and you shall fall...

these beautiful things are not for you to enthrall...

determine your path of recovery...

and hope it will lead to fruition's discovery...

a wounded soul...battle-withered it lies...

yet it yearns to fight...with dreams it flies...

give me my sword of success...

not today shall i digress....

give me courage my noble friends...

coz this is where the feebleness ends...

pray for me..for i have on my mission left...

so that i bring back my accolade...leaving none bereft...!!!

thank you for your support friends...keep praying for me...i need all the help i can get today...

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"Betrayal" removed on humanitarian grounds... :P

taking my time...

trying to clear out all the haze...

thanks dad for undertanding n letting me be....

:)

~~da party~~

ummm...actually...d heading should be the partIES....damn! was it good fun or wat!!!

S n M threw one helluva party....awesome music...and dancing....and o curs...d chichore lox all around....

was more fun to make fun of M in d car...and to irritate S with d stupid jokes.....

and knowing me for a certain amount of time, readies you for the "level" of jokes that i divulge in....(read - you wont pull out your hair on my farty jokes after some days)...which is almost happening with S...

n well, ALMOST found my match in M, in d level of jokes...though mine stink d most...she comes a close second....

and it's awesome how these all-night parties go....i mean...everyone had such a blast!!!

cant ever find someone who can occupy d KNP compartment....now PD, of course... ;)

awesome atmosphere...coupled with awesome company...and you got an all-nighter coming your way....and wat a night it was...!!! :D

well, looking forward to meeting you chichora lox in d evening....

haha...and d chichora's r gonna live a hundred years....d "desi" chichora jus msgd....saala...boht jiyenge ye sab.....duniya ki khair nahi.....m sure we are gonna be banned from all places in Pune, eateries, coffee shops et al...by next month, at d rate at which we are going.... :P

and i thank all of my readers for their support...getting loadsa feedback on d blog....comments on the blog would also be welcome...

i shall strive to make the blog more reader-friendly, content-wise....this time, for sure....a conscious effort in that direction is forthcoming....

NjoY LyF!!! :D