life's amazing man!!!!

new things....new work....
as usual,always something new to do....... :D


njoy lyf man!!!!

njoy lyf!!!!

sumthing new....sumthin xcitin....sumthin dat makes u wanna do things for another day....some fallacies,some achievements,life..................



well,jus posting cuz tiz been a long time now.......

jus gettin a bit too bored wit not postin on d blog.... ;)


so,c ya l8r,alligator.....
c ya in a while,crocodile......

n other things to the same effect......


NJOY LYF!!!!! :D

every day brings with it a new experience.....a new thought...a new person to meet.....a new process to begin......a new beginning......

weneva one thinks about d past,its not always happiness dat it brngs....it brings back some memories...some feelings....some hatred.....some anger.....some boredom.......some hopes......wishes...drreams....n much more.....

d more you think bout d past,d more you tend to get a different perspective..each time......complete strangers help you.....they jus sit wit you 4 a while....don say everything's ok...but its jus their presence dat makes you feel good.......unexpected persons.....you look at them,n just somehow know,what that person thinks...what he feels....what he does,n gets.....what his life is,basically......a peek into different lives.....it gives you immense pleasure....jus d freshness of that way of looking at life......what they have...what they dont....what they cherish...their dreams........everything....

it helps to think about others,for a change,once in a while....its better dan jus feelin gloomy bout ur own lame life....or maybe it may not be dat bad......you see so many things around you,that make you feel you aren't so unlucky......n then there r always those more lucky than you....that's life.....you see....you comprehend....you learn.....n life goes on.......

d nostalgia of d past makes you feel like crying......a wary tear or two drop out of your eyes....then you straighten up...lest someone steal a look into your moment in the past....n then you feel,did i really have such a good thing? or was i jus playin games with myself,in my mind....you speak......you wonder....you think.......

but life goes on.......


then one day......you gotta go, ya know.....but nobody thinks of that....they just think about their lives.....not bout others....yes,some do....but that is also from a selfish point of view,to satisfy their own need of giving back to those who have given them something.....

nobody's born bad.......its d circumstances that make them like that.........like this one person who thinks dat he is destined to be great......after all,everyone in his family is great,arent they?
but what he doesn't realise is that in his craze to be great,he hurts a million others....some too deeply.....some recover....some take a longer time......some just cant!!!!
but that person goes on n on....he feels he is doing what is right....but is he?
time will tell........all we can do,is hope that he is right,for his own sake....n we continue our lives........but will we meet that person again? god knows.....cuz maybe he is there somewhere,directing this play called our lives......hope u r reading this,director.......


last but not least....

NJOY LYF!!!! :-D

LYF!!!!!

its amazin ppl......new friends....new aims...new things 2 do......new "interests".....


well,dis new interest dat i've found in AJ seems to be good......never knew a person cud b so different,yet jus lik me!!! n so beautifull too......inner - outer....both beauties personified......


n well,den out of nowhere,dis question comes 2 Aj...wat if v r never destined 2 meet....destiny.....i HATE things outta my control!!!!
i luv bein in charge,n control.....

but if its destined dat v never meet,well....Aj....2 b frank,i'll not be any of ur rona-dhona kinds,k?
but yes,will feel sad......n yes,will also cry at d end o me life,for not havng met an angel,in my lifespan.....a true n blue angel........

i wud luv 2 meet ya....let's c wen v get dat....


now 2 other things,1c 've cleared d main issue,d side dishes....
well,isnt it really difficult to do d right thing? n sooooo easy 2 get lured to do d wrong things......
but believe me wen i say dat doin d right thing gives you a satisfaction like none other........say things n do stuff you feel is right....confused..? ask sum1 who might b ready 2 listen to you.........dunno wat 2 do..? ask sum1 again.......everyone has dat special sum1,who listens to you,talks to you,wants to share ur problms....wants 2 cry wid you,laugh wit you.....basically share your whole life...!!!!

though some get dat 1 easily,i've had 2 struggle....n i found dat person in more dan 1 human being......1 of 'em bein my dear Angel,AJ......n der's me sis,mum n 1 very close bro-friend....

try to do what is right.....do it wit a pure conscience,n you'll always be happy....n keep others happy......



last of all,as usual - NJOY LYF!!!!!

ever felt scared?

not understanding what u r scared of?
PAJ u r scaring me man!!!!
so many similarities!!!!

i cant bear it man!!!
was actually scared y'day night...scared SHITLESS!!!!

i dunno wat hap'd but m scared.....

blank.......freaked out......

where m i goin?
what's up wit me?
what's happenin 2 me?
why m i scared of nothing,n everything?
m is really scared....or just confused?
m scared 2 get close to any1,for fear of gettin seperated again....i dont hav d enrgy 2 revive myself if i hav 2 bear anopther person go away 4m me.....n u r magical man!!!

dat's wat scares me more....i kno i'll get 2 used 2 u....den i won b able 2 break away easily.....

it all comes back 2 me....d depression,sadness......dark thoughts....
bad feelings bout dat 1.....
only recently hav i been able 2 forget dat earlier 1....can i take another 1?
no.
i am scared,AJ......

i don wana be hurt again...fall again....i m sure dis time i wont b able 2 get up on my own....or get up at all...........................


why does dis happen 2 me?

scared.


DAMN SCARED!!!!!!!!!! :(