HrshhD

ever felt scared?

not understanding what u r scared of?
PAJ u r scaring me man!!!!
so many similarities!!!!

i cant bear it man!!!
was actually scared y'day night...scared SHITLESS!!!!

i dunno wat hap'd but m scared.....

blank.......freaked out......

where m i goin?
what's up wit me?
what's happenin 2 me?
why m i scared of nothing,n everything?
m is really scared....or just confused?
m scared 2 get close to any1,for fear of gettin seperated again....i dont hav d enrgy 2 revive myself if i hav 2 bear anopther person go away 4m me.....n u r magical man!!!

dat's wat scares me more....i kno i'll get 2 used 2 u....den i won b able 2 break away easily.....

it all comes back 2 me....d depression,sadness......dark thoughts....
bad feelings bout dat 1.....
only recently hav i been able 2 forget dat earlier 1....can i take another 1?
no.
i am scared,AJ......

i don wana be hurt again...fall again....i m sure dis time i wont b able 2 get up on my own....or get up at all...........................


why does dis happen 2 me?

scared.


DAMN SCARED!!!!!!!!!! :(