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a night of revelations.....


you never thought ppl were doing all sorta shit when in junior college..i mean...jeez! and yet they were...


a night of revelations has brought in its wake mny new disclosures....and yet they were not new in a way....


certain ppl...take advantage o their dominating position, give their free time to certain ppl, manipulate them, use them, and all o this with a specific goal in mind.....and ya know wat's d worst part? he gets wat he set off longing for, in d first place.....how i hate SD....never thought u were such an ass man....a real ass. :-|


and then there are those who will never learn....if only HRJ was able to be more mature.....dude....tu kuthlya kuthe pohochla astas......i hope u r able 2 grow now, and keep stupid stuff out of the way....grow with us man....don stay stuck behind....i wud hate you for doing it to yourself....and myself for not helping you get over it, and fot not showing you the right direction.....cuz afterall, wat r friends for.....i will try...real hard....repeatedly...till i succeed.


and then there was d wave-length match.....i mean, from the "ay" to d "zee"....how can two people think and react to situations in d exact same manner....how can we have d EXACT same way o treating situations...handling people....and yet be as disparate as can be.......SRD man....missed ya! we must have such talk-nights once every fortnight.....i will ensure we do...and so will you....

jus talkin bout random stuff....or even d most personal stuff....many things feel sorted out when you talk with an unbiased friend....a friend who understands you...and a friend who likes you for you...who has seen the good in you.....and who knows how to nurture the good in you....bring out your best.....knows how to deal with you....without you even having to say a word....and how you know with d same accuracy what to do, and how to be with him....d understanding...d maturity....d wave-length matching.....dude! let's become partners! ;) :D


sitting in that CCD....at 3 in the night....with the cold around you...some nice looking people to give you company...and some very pleasant individuals...jus giving a smile...and they make you feel so good...! was she looking at santosh? was she really letching at him? i think so. :P
and he says der was another one doin d same with me....ha ha.. :P mind games dude...mind games... ;D

for a recent discovery has tried to shatter d small amount of confidence i was beginning to have in my external appearance....not that i ever cared...but someone made me feel good about it....but then again took it back.....feels like i have been cheated...fooled into believing something wrong....and feel so bad about myself....or did it? did it ever matter to me? it never did...never will...cuz wat's inside matters so much more to me...dat d packing is just a part of d person...i mean, i had started liking wat i never did...not my kinda gal...in looks...but she is so amazing inside...such a gr8 person...and a wonderful human...i jus kicked out my biases and preferences...for i knew it was right..i know it is...i hope she sees it soon enough...for her sake...and mine too...cuz i still see the person that she is...wonderful and beautiful...


SRD has brought to my notice many new avenues and opportunities...he gave me a very clear and practical approach to my future plans...cuz i need to know for sure, dat wat i m planning to do, has a bearing on my long-term plans...even though i might say i wanna do s'thin cuz i want to, and can, i know inside...i wont ever go out on such a huge decision on a limb...although i DO know for sure, that FM is interesting, and i would like to work in it...i need 2 know for sure that wat i am doing is d right thing to do.....find d best way to do it...and find d best platform to help me do what i want to do....not just go outa d city cuz i wanna b away 4m d 2 individuals more engrossed in my life than myself....cuz de r afterall...d source...and i originate in them..

ISB seems to be the best option right now...analysed my alternatives....considering the market condition..demand-supply scenario...and the economy...UK is a good option...lenient work norms...conducive environment...but all of this, only if i can get into d best...Harvard or the like...cuz i don want anything but the best....but, as SRD pointed out, ISB is d strongest contender...he made me realise, dat i should check out my capability, and the probability of me getting in there....cuz once i do, der's nothin stopping me....

and the hotel is prominent on everybody's mind...to put a long story short, ppl r dyin 2 get into d business...u jus need 2 choose, mix-n-match from those available, and get ur team ready...and jus jump in!

wish to consume * ahem * now...dyin to.....bin longing for it 4 quite a while now.....i hope i get to, wit d KNP group.... ;D
i hope AAB makes a good plan....or else i am gonna ditch em, and go with KNP guys...at least i will satisfy my urge with them....cuz i really need to....since a long time..... hee hee.. :D

well...many more posts forthcoming from me now....

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