HrshhD

so, today is a mixed feelings day...rather it was yesterday...but d carry forward of feelings is der.. ;) (i know..i know...too much accounts...c/f nahi lihila nasheeb!..feelings c/f etc.. :P )

so, first i get to learn, dat articleships dont count as work exp. in B schools...so i get damn depressed..think dat m doomed for lyf....nothing can be right anymore....i wont ever prosper in lyf...i wil be stuck in dis place forever..etc..etc..but thankfully, dat thought lasted jus for some time...then, as usual, d over-optimistic me took over...worst case scenario analysis happened, n i felt better.. :D

so, d change of plans wil be, get a job, work for a while, and then try n get into ISB....also keep backup plans ready, as ISB seems to b a tough nut 2 crack... ;)

n d good part....dat was too overwhelming... :D rather, good partS.. ;)

two things..

1. a very "dear" friend came over 2 my place...had dinner with us....and i couldnt help but dream...smile to myself...n feel calm n satisfied....so calm actually, dat i don even remember when i fell asleep...cuz i knew...dis is wat i m gonna see....some yrs down d line...when all d confusion will have cleared...when all issues will have sorted themselves out...when all d "obstacles" to seeing that picture wil have cleared...ah...i dream on... :D

2. FINALLY got my LCD.. :D SONY v series, 32 inch LCD.. :D man, it ROCKS! :D

n also finally got tata sky....d reception is too good...picture..sound quality...everything...

m sure i wil go home n sit for hours, trying to figure out all its menus etc.. :D

and then, i make some mistakes..dude, why don i understand, wat i say, might hurt others....jus don get it....m a bilaadee phool.. :P will try n b more carefull...

ya kno wat i think my problem is? i have bin thinking...n i might be wrong...but i always try to b all tyaagi n daanshur etc...when i am not all dat "all-encompassing" and understanding..and mature...agreed, i am a little bit good...but God? i simply am not! ;) n when it crosses my limits, i give out more anger n hurt, than all d love i gave...

should stop either of the two...cuz then nothing's established, and i bring things back 2 "jaise the" by my actions...

but i am damn happy on d t.v man! m so happy! :D

NjoY LyF bloggers! :D