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insensitive....

have i really become insensitive?

talking with my friends, SM and MA...i realised...i have changed a bit...

become insensitive...or rather should i say, indifferent...

now, is this a good thing...or bad....had a discussion wit UK...she thinks it's a good thing...but to a certain extent...

wat is sensitivity?

taking wat ur close friends say, to heart...?

letting yourself have close friends in the first place...?

doing things for the close friends...?

wanting them to reciprocate...?

turning back, after you say good bye...?

bringing a "gajra" for someone cuz they like it...?

but i somehow like this indifferent me...

i don feel bad if UK cancels a tekdi plan on d last minute...

i am least disturbed when a once-seemingly-close-friend..A.A...stops messaging...even though that messaging might've been restricted to forwards only...

i havent thought once bout d past..d x files..in a good, how-i-wish-i-got-those-days-back way...which is a bit strange..but well...d definition of strange and normal are changing...

i don feel it an obligation to attend family functions anymore...which apparently is bad...but then,who wants those pitiful looks...or those who are feeling happiness inside, showing sympathy outside....

which brings me to a different topic...these two-faced people...i simply can't stand em!

one chichora...who is a kalank on chichoregiri...actually laughed at mine n SM's failure...saying we toh were d "jaan" of gmcs...then how come we failed....

i mean...1.>gmcs and d exam are totally unrelated..

2.>this only shows that you were totally jealous of our masti-ki-capacity, during d sessions...and now that u see us failed, u got something to talk bout....i pity thee, DL...really do...

cant even say chullubhar pani me doob mar...it would be an insult for that molecule of water to be infested with you...

but anyways...i will be good to you....to your face...and be diplomatic....just like all the other two face diplomats running around in the guise of true chichore's....

anyways...

this brings me to the conclusion of this post...

diplomacy....indifference...d new mantra for a happier ME. :)

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